Saturday, August 31, 2013
Mind...could you please stop wondering...
What if....I never left my Puerto Rico? There are some regrets about leaving, but it was a decision that I made all by myself.
What if....I stayed in the ARMY? There are some regrets, the idea was to stay 20 years...and after 911...and becoming a mother...I made the decision of ending my Army adventure.
What if...I never got married? Well, this one is a though one...been that I am such an independent person I always though that I would never get married. Well, I decided to get married and I have to say that I am the lucky one. I am lucky to have a husband that totally adores me and accepts me for who I am.
What if....I never had children? This one is a no brainer...I cannot imagine my life without my Janie and my JJ. My children are the reason I wake up every morning, they are the reason I breath.
There, when I reach that "What if"...that is when I realized...that things are meant to be...that even though we may think we have control of our lives, we decide what we do...destiny is already written...we just follow a path that lead us to where we need to go. So...I want to forget the "What ifs"...I want to accept that all the things that I have done, all the places that I have been, all the people I have met...was based on my destiny.